I was looking at what I'd written under the "monsters" category. The older stuff is a little bit interesting. I really hope I can make a comeback here sometime soon. That would require me to have some time to think and maybe the holiday season isn't the best hope for that.
Clearly I need to make some lifestyle changes.
Another thing I was thinking about today was, well, I always think everybody else is doing better than I am. I think everybody else is better at managing their time and being a grown up and dealing with life's details than I am. It dawned on me today that that may not be true.
Everybody else just deals differently than me. Plenty of people out there are dropping balls all the time. I just don't see it. The streets are awash with dropped balls and they're not all mine. There are tons of things I'm terrible about. There are all kinds of people who are better about them than I am. But there are probably other things that I'm better about than they are too.
Wow, what am I, fourteen?
Maybe I should get back into reading the "New Yorker" more again. At least the comics.